I'm breaking down at anytime . Tolerating being neglected for so long .
Keeping it to myself without telling anyone . Everyday without fail I'm all alone having my breakfast & lunch . But all my breakfast & lunch is maggie . I only had my breakfast as maggie & skipped my lunch . Waited for you for dinner even when I'm having gastric cause I don't wants to eat alone anymore . You don't even know what I really needs & wants . Being locked at home . Won't be able to go far places . Won't be able to go out with just anyone . Stayed home alone the whole day & wait for you end work . I'm a human not criminal . I need a break . When will you really understand me ? All you cares is just your works . I had got gastric for weeks already do you know ? I bet you don't even know ! You had never ask me what I really wants & needs before . I really don't know just how much do I stands in your heart . Why is it seeems like I'm so blissful to others ? Money can't replace the feelings of being neglected . Money can't buy everything . Things that you lost , money can't buy it back . It's been how long since I last had a good sleep & have all my meals on time ? I can't bear to leave you but everything is driving me crazy . Or maybe breaking up is a better options . I'm not asking you to accompany me everyday . Seriously , I'm very sick & tired of all these . I can't stand it any longer .
6:39 PM
Hellos Peoples (:
I'm back to upate my blog now .
Like a finally that I'm updating it !
It's seems so dead for so so long .
Alright , I'm left with 63 more days to my EDD !
Kind a excited although this isn't my first child .
Time really flies fast that now it's already september .
3/4 of the year passes & soon we're going to welcome
2012 in just another 3 more months (:
So far everything's alright for my family & I .
Current planning is to buy a flat & bring mum over
to stay with us , get my car lic & of cause hire a maid .
So many things going on in our planning .
Working real hard for the planning (:
Shall update more next time (:
7:18 PM